Time can be a fickle thing. We may think we have plenty of it, only to watch it slip right through our fingers and we hadn't accomplished anything yet. Other times we feel like we don't have enough and then come to find out, we had more than could ever have been wished for.
Work got insane for me almost a month ago and hasn't really let down since. I work until past my time to leave almost every night and come back in the morning feeling like I hadn't gotten anything done the day before. The piles of work still keeps growing and I feel like I'm drowning in work. It invades my dreams and I wake up in the middle of the night worrying about something that hasn't been done.
The extra time spent at work has effected my home life as well; like you didn't already know that. I'm at home for a couple short hours before I have to be in bed to start the whole cycle again. The stressful time at work should help me sleep, but I find my sleep more fitfull then before. I also don't get quality time with my hubby (our opposite schedules don't help the situation either), and it has taken a toll on both of us emotionally and physically. The absence of your partner takes a toll on your body for sure.
The stress of work also kept me from my love of blogging and being "plugged in" to social media. I was hardly ever on Twitter or Facebook and I didn't even get one post up all week. I felt like I had let myself down. I appreciate everyone who comes here and reads my posts, as this is catharsis for me and having the ability to share with others makes me happy. That happiness dimmed a bit this past week and I'm desperately trying to claw my way back in.
The extra time at work has taken a toll on my workouts as well. Staying late doesn't give me much time to get my runs in and it bugs me to no end, considering running is what I do to help get through stress and shake it off. The fact that I'm adding more stress and neglecting the very thing that helps to mitigate it to my body has really effected me and I hate it.
Now we are getting into the holiday season where time doesn't feel like sand running through your fingers, but rather like water. It goes SO fast and we are constantly trying to shove more things into our schedules during this time, no wonder we all get so frazzled. We drink too much coffee because we aren't getting enough sleep, we overeat because we give in to all the temptations and treats around us, we indulge in lots of high calorie beverages (alcohol especially) during the numerous social gatherings we squeeze into our already hectic schedule. It's a wonder we make it through this time of year in one piece!
With all this coming up and all that we will inevitably face through the end of the year, how much time will you spend that you wish you would have spent on something more beneficial, rather than the holiday rat race?
For me, I will work on my time management to turn off my computer earlier and get that extra snuggle time with my hubby. I will work on setting time limitations at work so that I can leave on time each day and continue with my training schedule for my half marathon. I will be more cognizant of what I put into my body so that I enjoy the holiday in moderation and not be angry with myself for adding extra "jolly" weight.
Time may not be on our sides, but we can certainly do all we can to maximize what time we do have available.