Me, right now...

What do you do when others stop believing in you?

Do you plead for their attention and belief again?

Do you wallow in your sad state by finding the bottom of a pint (or quart) of ice cream?

Do you say F* this and do your own thing regardless of what others think of you?

Do you pull yourself in, shutting yourself off to everyone and sink deeper into that despair hole?

Can you hear me now?

It's taken a while for me to decide to come back. 

Don't worry, it wasn't you, it was me.

I feel like I've been lost for a while.  Cliche, right?  I don't care, it's the truth though.  The last time I posted here I was talking about my physical issues with plantar fasciitis and the mental woes it was causing me. What I didn't talk about is that I was also in an extremely stressful and volatile work place that was causing me additional issues, both mentally and physically.