It's been over two years since I've been back here.
I almost deleted the whole damn thing.
Who am I to come back to this page and try to pick up the pieces of the life I had here that has shattered. Can I ever be made whole again? Can I patch together this wreck of a blog to actually mean something again?
I've come back to this spot, so many times that I've lost count, to see if I could re-create that spark. That fire to make this a joyful and meaningful outlet for me.
I will admit, I have been too afraid.
